[Mumbling] Motivation and people around me.

I am not so motivated nowadays. I need inspiration. I even tried to watch inspirational videos in Youtube yesterday but it was not so helpful. When I came back from Korea, I was so rejuvenated and energized. However, it only last long for about two weeks of school. It is third weeks now and I am already overwhelmed by all things to grade and handled with. I have 162 students to take care and reach out. As a mere ordinary person, I only can do much I can.
If I am self motivated, I would be much happier than now. I need somebody's help. I think that is God. When the thought came up to me, I realized that I want to talk to Kathy Gleason.
I need to talk to Kathy Gleason who is so special so I cannot help saying "extremely special" on earth. I have not talked to her for more than two months.
I am just so blessed to know her and have her in my life. She saved me in many difficult situations both emotionally and physically.She is calm and wise, kind and wise, fun and wise, beautiful and wise, lovely and wise, faithful and wise, generous and wise, warm heart and wise, and very very very good Christian.

While I am writing this, I think I got some motivation. Good... Let's start working now....